Friday, September 02, 2005

Theres got to be more to life.

This summer I found myself ..

"Theres got to be more to life, then chasinq down every temparary high."

This past year ive been desperately trying to find myself. And trying to find pure happiness. Ive tried so many differnt things to make me happy; drugs,drinkinq & so on. Yeah i was happy for those few hours or so, but then id come down from my high & feel like crapp again. This summer I went on a mission trip to philadelphia I spent my days playing with children in a park, & nights attendinq worship, this is the week I found myself, I found everythinq I was lookinq for. I realized Drugs werent goinq to make me happy boys, or friends wouldnt make me truely happy I had no secure happiness in anythinq. Untill i found God. My whole life ive attended church every sunday. I would say I was a christian if people asked what my "religon" was. but i never really cared I went to church cause it made my mother happy. But during that week in Philly i realized God true happiness! I no longer have a " Religon" i have a RELATIONASHIP with God. Hes totally turned my life around, Yeah bad things are goinq to happen to you. that I can promise you. But I can also promise God will NEVER give you anythinq you cant handle.